When you think life is perfect..it bites you in the ass!!!

 Not that anyone is going to read this, but I just had to vent! So, i finally found the man of my dreams! So, i figured that once i found him, everything would be peachy keen! I mean....we would get married as soon as we were ready, our lives would be perfet. Well, my life is almost perfect. The only problem is, i want to get married now! We are both ready for it but of courrse, he doesn't have the money for the ring i want. I would say get something smaller and cheaper, but being the man that he is, he wants to get me the one that i want, So, other then that, things are great,except for his stupid brother!!!!!!! so tell me why i have been nothing but nice to him, then suddenldy, Mac, the youngest brother tells me that "O" the other older but still younger brother thinks i'm annoying! For no reason but he's jeolous because his brother got a better girl then he could ever dream of! So he knows that i know what he said, does he think he owes me an apology?? of course not because in his stupid mind, he knows everything!! He shouldn't have to apologize to anyone! For real, the girls he dates aren't even cute and they are REALLY freakin annoying! This is the same guy that didn't want me bringing clothes to change into in a duffle bag because he would "trip" over it, yet he never picks the stuff up in his room so there for, everyone is tripping over HIS CRAP!! So basically I have found the man i'm going to spend the rest of my life with, but he has a stupid, jealous younger brother that can't get over himself.....*sigh*

I'm so sick of guys....they are liars and decievers. They tell girls that they trip, but the only reason that we "trip", as they call it, is because we as girls are reacting to the stupid thing that they did. If we were to do the things that guys do to us....they would "trip" too. When will men learn that usually the girl they have is wonderful, but when things end, it's because they fucked it up. Guys...please stop being dumb and think about the way you are treating a girl and think if you would want a guy to treat your mom, sister or daughter the same way. It would probably make you mad if a guy was....because what comes around goes around, so one day, your mom, sister or daughter are going to get treated that way so that God can show you what you did, and that it was wrong!!

my baby!!

Wow...it has been a long time since i last wrote in here. i'm almmost done with my first semester as a Junior! Damn, time is flying. I don't want to graduate though. Tha means i'll have to be in the real world. i'm not sure that i'm ready for that yet. Here is me and Patricia at or schools Halloween party. I was a sexy referree and she was a sexy teacher...nice huh?? haha..it was fun.Life has been crazy. I've been faced with a lot of trials recently. Ones that I never thought that I would have to deal with. It's funny how when you are faced with something difficult, it gives you a new prescpective on things. Here is me and Krisal tearing it up, up on campus. We are showing these peeps in Utah hows it's done in Cali!!

Isn't he cute!! I look funny, but thats ok. Thats my baby...Ballaholic!! watch ESPNs Streetball every now and then and you might see him tear it up!